i'm sorry for my mistakes i never knew i could act so strange i always wanted to make sense but i never intended to hurt you with the things i never said bending forwards and back losing myself when i needed me most i've learned that i have a lot to learn this indecisiveness i get lost this isn't the last time i will fall from grace i need to be small before i can be strong i tried the best i could to be kind i'd like your respect but i'd rather keep mine it's too late and i don't know why i can't take you i can't take you to heart it's too long and it's too wide i can't cross and i just don't think it's right