i'll cut up my time into two separate pieces.
in one place,
i'm someone i don't know,
in the second place i don't remember my name
i'll maintain control:
i'll imitate you perfectly,
now nothing's there you win.
my flesh hangs loose on my bones.
i'm old, i'm poisoned.
i feel everything at once
now throw me out the window,
watch me fall
i'll try to remember if i've ever been hers before.
i can't remember
i'll imitate everything around me perfectly,
time will always win.
it's poison.
i never loved you.
i was never here.
i remember what it felt like to take a deep breath,
then exhale,
then forget what i had just done.
i was never here.
i'll imitate everything around me, perfectly