this started out as a practical joke, you said you had to pull on all of the people who thought that you could never give in and give up on all that you believed, we'll I guess they got you on your knees, you're begging to be accepted by those who used to make you sick and you'll search for something that you'd said you'd never get or is this just something to rely on when I'm not here to hold you back, when I am not around, so what you're doing now, lost and found, made new friends