Well Im staring straight into the face of hell
Youre so close and you cant even tell
Im so wrapped up inside
Because I dont have much to love

Horrified I feel from pits unseen
Falling off my pedestal of plentiful deeds
As it crumbles down on top of me
I contemplate my lack of love

Come and save my soul
Before its not too late
Im not afraid to admit
How much I hate myself

All these gongs and cymbals ring inside my head