when i grow up i wanna self destruct
be a fuckin bum
turn my liver into mush
blow my head off in the street
and drink till death


i'm a failure but i'm livin' free
fuck tha army, join the anti
i'm a failure to society
that's exactly what i want to be


my friends are my only family
i'm the branch that fell from the family tree
alive to die, feel the rush
moderations for the lost
bloom in lush
when i grow up i'm goin down
live in poverty in alcohol i'll drown
think alone, give blood
die soon in suicide, i got no love