was it my timing or just my bad luck again
that sent me deep down into this spiral of decent
was it the fact i never checked my ego at the door?
or the fact i constantly ignored that you wanted more?
and i never asked about my questionable ways
try harder, he's blinding you to see just how scared of everything i am
these days, and how beautiful you are to me
if he wasn't there, i know it'd be different
if he wasn't there, i know you'd change for me
can't you see i'm just an innocent guy staring at you from afar not knowing
what i'd do?
just you in class in board shorts would get me high
each day i thought more about unsuspecting you
and i never asked about my questionable ways
try harder, he's blinding you to see just how scared of everything i am
these days, and how beautiful you are to me
if he wasn't there, i know it'd be different
if he wasn't there, i know you'd change for me
did you choose leaving over your option to stay
if he wasn't there (i know you'd change)