How long did it take to find this letter?
I know it wasn't right when you got old.
was it about the time you started gettin' hungry;
and looked to see what I left on the stove?
did it ever cross you mind to even worry?
wonder where I am;
was everything alright?
no thats why I left it on your pillow;
because thats the only time I crossed your mind.

I refuse to be with you and be forgotten.
so this afternoon I thought why not just go.
afterall I'm already lonely;
I might as well be lonely alone.

maybe I've become a different woman
or maybe you became a different man.
you wonder why I'm doign what I'm doing
well I'm not expecting you to understand
cause you have no idea this was coming
how could you when I've always just been there
but you just go on taking me for granted
and for the first time in my life I don't care

I refuse to be with you and be forgotten.
so this afternoon I thought why not just go.
afterall I'm already lonely;
I might as well be lonely alone.
afterall, I'm already lonely;
I might as well be lonely alone

(Thanks to natalie for these lyrics)