They'll find it on the stairs.
Politely placed it there.
Been so unkind without a hint,
a warning sign for them.
Read my apology.
Their hope of disbelief.
But no denial changes things.
No remedy ahead.

I am not to be martyred,
I am not to be worshipped.
Did it not to be strong strong strong
I implicate no others in this crime.

I'm off on a rocketship
prepared for something new.
I'm off on a rocketship estatic with the view.
I am scared of the things upcoming,
and I want for the things I don't have.
Cannot stand to be one of many,
I'm not what they are.

I will gather in my name.
The morning will begin.
And all or nothing over there
is teasing me again.