still i wonder how you are
and what became of all of this
did you cry when winters end?
stole you from that fertile land
did your mother hold you dear?
to ease the burden of your pain
swollow out into the light

happy birthday

still i wonder how you are
and how you ever came to be
i was nothing but a mole
you nessled in and fell asleep
were you sad when you awoke
torn away from fertil dreams
i didnt want to wake you up
im still sorry

happy birthday.

do you wonder how i am?
whatever became of me
do you envision my fair face
where the beatin go to drink
i didnt want to cut that cord
you suck the life right out of me
do you regret choices youve made
i guess i was a mistake
i guess i was a mistake
i guess i was a mistake
i guess im your big mistake

well happy birthday anyways
happy birthday