Is it wrong to talk to myself even when theres nobody else?
Im just checking out that Im not gone under the water
Thrown on the beach like a seal ready for slaughter
Cant you understand that the way things were planned
It never worked out so I just went crazy
I took to the drink, like something says its maybe

I aint got no excuse and thats really the news
Got nothing else to say, that its my way, its always my way
I seem to be running away so often
Ill try anything once and thats the way we should be
But its always the same getting caught up again in a habit,
A habit I just cant shake off
The way it always turned out
Can you understand its the way I choose to be
Everything seems so easy this way but Im going under fast,
Slipping away, am I so crazy?