She said Im not pointing fingers
He said yes you are
cause you wouldnt bring it up if you werent
If I told you Id been walking
Out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcoholics word
I cant change whats done is done
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that i
Dont curse myself and all my sins
And I need you to hold on to
While this part of me is dying
And though I havent kicked the demons
That haunt me
Im trying
Im trying

She sat down on the floor
And said I wish I was stronger
Right now I feel fragile as glass
I want to believe you
Believe whats held you has freed you
And I hate these doubts
That keep on coming back
My parents think Im crazy
For staying here this long
But theres nothing more I want for us
Than to prove to them theyre wrong
I dont want to be afraid
I dont want to think youre lying
And though I havent found the faith
That I need
Im trying
Im trying

He asked do you want me to leave
cause if you do you know I will
But she said much to his disbelief
No I love you still
Oh I love you still

He said I dont know why Ive been the fool
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that i
Dont curse myself and all my sins
Then he dropped down to his knees
By now they both were crying
He said I havent been the man I want to be
But Im trying
Im trying
Im trying believe me
Im trying