i woke up late this mourning the sunlight shining in my eyes and i almost forgot what it felt like to be free i wanted you to show me all the things i'd never seen and now i'm struggling to make ends meet [chorus:] how could you do this to me? my eyes red turn red with envy for something only you could've taken from me we were young and stupid i know there's only so much we could do but there's nothing i'd have rather given you than myself but still why don't you tell me he wasn't the only one you slept with now i'm living life in hell [chorus] then i woke up from that dream and i saw you sleeping next to me i wanted to hold you say the things i used to say but things don't seem the way they should as time goes by i realize a needless worry in my eyes i guess it's so hard cause i still love you [chorus]