I don't think, collapse & i adopt the foetus position ... I don't have much time to live ... " Who told you this ?" ... " Something divides us do you know what it is ?" ... " No, I don't !"... So I decide I won't go in this particular corner of my bedroom anymore ... Even to watch myself naked, with this horrible disability between my legs ...This three handed things which dangles down... Ridiculous growth / Dunce's cap & punishment